I am disappointed. Disappointed that the things I plan never seem to get anywhere. Disappointed that the things I wish would happen never do. Maybe I should just stop hoping and give up. Accept it and move on. It isn't going to change. But damn! I wanted it to so badly... Shit.

Yes. It certainly has been awhile since I last put anything up in this darn thing. The email from the site was kind enough to say that they missed me. How sweet.

What am I going to say though? I can't believe I will no longer be a junior? Next time I step through the halls of the beloved St. Martin de Porres building of the University of Sto. Tomas it will be as a senior. As the oldest year in the college of nursing. bah humbug!

Anyway I will miss the seniors I made friends with. Especially Kuya Arvin and Pheelyp. He had such a reaction when I tried to call him kuya. He was "Oh my gosh! That makes me sound old! Don't call me that." ookay then. It was just Pheelyp after that. No more very witty articles about himself or anything in the nursing journal. His last article was so sad it almost made me tear up, almost.

Anyway on to happier things. What happened this year that was so special? Well nursing week was a blast! Even if we did spend most of it in one classroom fixing up the stuff for the movie. It was still fun.

This year was great for me and K. We really got to bond this year and had lots of dates. I realize this is probably in the wake of two people who don't have as much time for us anymore but oh well. Let us not dwell on the bad but on the good. We went to 168 together. We watched Enchanted together. We had San Lazaro trips and one Trinoma just the two of us. Hay... Sad that it couldn't be more of us though.

I loved all the little parties and everything we were able to do this year. It was a pretty good year all in all. I just wish I had more time with my friends. You know. More free time to do everything I want. Catch up on my reading of smutty romance novels and stuff like that.

Here's to hoping this year will be a better year!

I have my Med-Surg and Skills Lab exams tomorrow and I feel shitty. Time to self diagnose... Hmm... General feeling of malaise, headache, nausea and vomiting, drowsiness... Shet. I just want to wrap myself in my blanket and go to sleep!!! But I can't. Shet. This sucks. Big time.